Counting Down

I'm actually due for labour yday, but I chose to put it off and wait further cos' I'm not prepared for early birth (at 36 wks? no way!!) yet. Well, preparations at home is definitely more or less done, it's the work that I'm worried about - my handover list was not completed yet as of yday morning, the temp staff will only come in on Tue, and the best part? My gynae is away attending a medical conference and will only be back tmr evening. Urgh. All these uncertainties put me in such insecurity, so I thought I better settle them one by one quickly so that I can give birth with an ease of mind when Dr Ang is back.

So far the bloody mucus has stopped, just that the weight of the baby is falling all on my pelvic area, and it's making me so hard to walk without the legs wide open. Have not been sleeping well in the night either, waking up at least twice to pee, and it's so hard to toss and turn with such a big tummy too. Day time is even worst...keep feeling tired, and just over this weekend, I had slept twice in the day, something rare and which I don't normally do even during my early days of pregnancy. Hubby Goh was still praying hard that baby will arrive only on 21 Apr, cos' we can share the same birth date of 21st while he and Garreth boy shares the same birth date of 15th. Well, it definitely sounds like a plan, but I would definitely hope to pop the little gal out asap cos' I'm really worn out!

Now, what I'm worried is that my diation will stretch even further from 4-5cm to more and can't wait till Tue. Darn, I don't wish to give birth at home or the public. Baby, just hang on...let's all hope that Dr Ang will be back in the clinic on Tue (hopefully she didn't go to Europe and get stucked there!), I'm ready to pop by then and everything just fall smoothly as planned.