New Changes...again..

The precious boy finally turned 18mths and poor him, we have to send him to the childcare which MIL is working cos we did not really want to worn my mum out.

I wonder how is he doing in the cc..is he socialising well with the other kids? can he adapt to the new environment? is he missing my parents? can he take his nap there? does he like the food there? Sigh....so worrying. After all he is a pampered boy being showered with all the love and attention and favourite food everyday by my parents....just feel like taking the day off and go take a peep at him to see how he is doing..

He's getting mischevious by the day, what's new, that's the nature of BOYs isn't it? I'm just wondering what's life gonna be if there's a #2 and it's another BOY again...my oh my...but guess that's another set of worry when "production" starts..haha..

Reality Sets In

I'm shocked. And I'm sad..

To see my boss announce her sudden departure...to see the colleague I have most respect with left without bidding goodbye. What is going to happen to the dept?

I knew it was coming, but I never knew it came so soon and it hit the people around me, the people whom I work with closely everyday... most importantly, the person who hired me and the person who was like a mentor to me during my first few months here.

Sigh. So what lies ahead? No one can tell me that...suddenly i feel the impact of how insecure this bad time is and how vulnerable my job condition is.

Just have to pray hard everyday now for amazing grace.