Handphone No Ring!

So sad, have been applying for jobs lately but no company actually call me up for an interview! Seems like I have to stay on to this sickening company for a while before I can throw the letter to the boss. Sigh..talking about her, I'm so freaking pissed that she passed a comment to my close colleague that I have not been reading and replying emails since day one of my maternity leave.

Oh, come on man, as it's stated, it's Maternity Leave, I'm not obliged to do any work concerning the company. I have already handed over my work rightfully, so she can't simply assume that I will have the time to take care of my baby and juggle with work at the same time! She can do so cos' she has her mum and dad to help out, but for me, my mum only comes half a day, sometimes she don't even drop by cos she's busy. And Garreth Boy isn't the easiest baby to care for, so if he doesn't sleep during the day, I will not be able to other things.

Anyway, am getting kinda emotional today. Was singing the Elmo song (he loves it!) and talking to him earlier and he was all smiles and giggles all throughout. Seeing him smile melts my heart and the thought that I won't be able to do these often with him (only weekends) saddens me and tears start rolling down my cheeks. I am proud that all these while taking care of him, I have more or less know all his "patterns" and are able to differentiate his various types of cries and soothe him accordingly. Realised that my mum is still not able to do so, all she does is to dump him in the yaolan when he fusses and waste her time sitting beside it rocking him when he doesn't seem to be able to sleep long in the yaolan at all. Sigh..guess she has to work harder to know him better...