Owed it to Karma or what?
Juz ended a 15mins phone conversation with the mama.
For as long as I could remember, our conversation always revolve around her complaints of the papa. I've never doubt her level of tolerance since day one, especially so when it comes to dealing with the papa and his everyday nonsense. I've had enough and I want her to be released from all this crap shit. My heart wrenches whenever she sniffed and weeped at the other end of the phone and told me she hopes her life just end here and asked me to take good care of myself. No, I will not let this happen. Even if someone's gonna die, it will be the papa and not her. She don't deserve to die this young. Of cos' I don't wish to be an unfilial daughter, but look, who provoke who?
Many a times, I told her to move in with me, to get away from that man, but she's reluctant cos' she doesn't want to put me in a "difficult position" in the family. Who cares? I just want my mama to be happy you know? She means the whole world to me and it is my responsibility to protect her and provide her with a good life after slogging her arse for so many damn years for me and the sista.
Why can't that man just use his bloody brain to think? Why can't he just recipocrate and be kind to my mama? I hate him already. For what I've done now is purely just to give my mum face and not to create more troubles for her. If given a chance, I would have given a show down with him and kidnapp my mama to somewhere further...further away from him..and I like to see how he could have survived without all of us. I really love to see that.
I believe in Karma and I hope he gets it soon. What comes round, goes round..soon, I hope, he will have a taste of his own medicine.
For as long as I could remember, our conversation always revolve around her complaints of the papa. I've never doubt her level of tolerance since day one, especially so when it comes to dealing with the papa and his everyday nonsense. I've had enough and I want her to be released from all this crap shit. My heart wrenches whenever she sniffed and weeped at the other end of the phone and told me she hopes her life just end here and asked me to take good care of myself. No, I will not let this happen. Even if someone's gonna die, it will be the papa and not her. She don't deserve to die this young. Of cos' I don't wish to be an unfilial daughter, but look, who provoke who?
Many a times, I told her to move in with me, to get away from that man, but she's reluctant cos' she doesn't want to put me in a "difficult position" in the family. Who cares? I just want my mama to be happy you know? She means the whole world to me and it is my responsibility to protect her and provide her with a good life after slogging her arse for so many damn years for me and the sista.
Why can't that man just use his bloody brain to think? Why can't he just recipocrate and be kind to my mama? I hate him already. For what I've done now is purely just to give my mum face and not to create more troubles for her. If given a chance, I would have given a show down with him and kidnapp my mama to somewhere further...further away from him..and I like to see how he could have survived without all of us. I really love to see that.
I believe in Karma and I hope he gets it soon. What comes round, goes round..soon, I hope, he will have a taste of his own medicine.
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