Talk to the Chi Chi

Was in the pantry this morning, the blue gals (colleagues from the production dept) started to bombard me when I'm going to get preggy. I lamented that I've been trying but with no luck and one of them, a mother of 2 boys exclaimed that I should "communicate" with my "chi chi" (ermm..vaginal..) so that it will listen to me and I have better luck in trying.

So funny.

I asked her for the "script", I mean..what am I supposed to say to my "chi chi"??

Like.."Chi chi ah...pls be good, when you meet the gu gu, remember to send all the spermies in when the gu gu erupts ok?"..

Duh.

I already gave up hope. If it comes, it comes. If not, I'm juz as contented to spend my life with hubby goh alone. We spoke sometime before and I suggested why not we juz forget about the baby plans and just save the money and go for long and fruitful trips together every year? He's doesn't buy the idea and reprimanded me for giving up so easily. He said we are still young and healthy, so why not try till we strike? Young? I'm not...I'm 32 this year, I don't think I have the energy to run after my kid when I turn 40. And healthy? Not sure how true. If healthy, how come we still have probs conceiving?

Anyway, I have already stopped dwelling on this. And I hope the family and relatives will stop harping on this during CNY. Gimme a break people, stop giving us further stress. So what if I have a baby or not? As if you care..