Low Mood Low Morale

Have not been in high spirit these couple of days. Things are not exactly going the way I want it to be. Like the waiting games with the Indians for my trip preparations and the stoopid CEO's trekking trip, the super slacker trophy supplier who hasn't emailed me the final drawings for approval, the rocket high freight charges we are gonna incurred for sending the events materials to India..and many more.

I felt inadequate, incompetent. I should have looked for alternative options while waiting for information to be sent to me. I should have done research, and I should have thought of other creative solutions and not wait till the boss prompted me. I'm just not alert enough and I hate myself for being that. I know I should have done a better job than this.

I want to do some soul-searching =(