Lagging..
I know I haven't been blogging lately. Been extremely busy and so much things happened during the absence of writting.
There was a blunder made at work caused by a major miscom. All fingers were pointed to my team and I ended up having to shoulder the blame together with another co-worker. I supposed I should have been clear but that doesn't mean that it's not the other party's fault too. Somehow when things gone wrong, it's always the Marketing's problem, cos' we were negligent, we were careless, we jumped conclusion, etc. But it's never the Sales Team's fault. They will always be RIGHT.
And it doesn't help when the MD also sang the same song and joined in the ra-ra and called us monkeys and laughing stock in the email. What? So he's been hiring animals for his zoo or what? Somehow my respect for him has gone totally done the drain when he said those nasty words the other day. I wonder who's the the real monkey in the company?!
Anyway, I still remain my stance that it's not entirely my fault in this. Teamwork, the MD has stressed that we should all work as a team in the company during the last review meeting, but what the hell is teamwork now? Teamwork means we have to serve the Sales Team like gods and get all the shit and blame when things have gone wrong on the things we worked on? I'm demoralised and I don't think I wanna work in such unhealthy culture for long. We are only this small (as a company), but politics is everywhere! Even the boss supports the MD's "vision" and endorses the stupid culture, you tell me, how to survive long here?
I dunno, if only I'm not preggie, then perhaps I will start looking around for better opportunity out there. Juz got a call from an agency yday who wanted to recommend me to a job which he thinks will suit me "perfectly'. What a shame...I juz have to put up with all these crap, go for my maternity leave and hopefully when I'm almost ready to be back in the workface, there are abundance opportunities out there for me to choose from.
I know, wishful thinking...but well...at least I dare to dream about it la!
There was a blunder made at work caused by a major miscom. All fingers were pointed to my team and I ended up having to shoulder the blame together with another co-worker. I supposed I should have been clear but that doesn't mean that it's not the other party's fault too. Somehow when things gone wrong, it's always the Marketing's problem, cos' we were negligent, we were careless, we jumped conclusion, etc. But it's never the Sales Team's fault. They will always be RIGHT.
And it doesn't help when the MD also sang the same song and joined in the ra-ra and called us monkeys and laughing stock in the email. What? So he's been hiring animals for his zoo or what? Somehow my respect for him has gone totally done the drain when he said those nasty words the other day. I wonder who's the the real monkey in the company?!
Anyway, I still remain my stance that it's not entirely my fault in this. Teamwork, the MD has stressed that we should all work as a team in the company during the last review meeting, but what the hell is teamwork now? Teamwork means we have to serve the Sales Team like gods and get all the shit and blame when things have gone wrong on the things we worked on? I'm demoralised and I don't think I wanna work in such unhealthy culture for long. We are only this small (as a company), but politics is everywhere! Even the boss supports the MD's "vision" and endorses the stupid culture, you tell me, how to survive long here?
I dunno, if only I'm not preggie, then perhaps I will start looking around for better opportunity out there. Juz got a call from an agency yday who wanted to recommend me to a job which he thinks will suit me "perfectly'. What a shame...I juz have to put up with all these crap, go for my maternity leave and hopefully when I'm almost ready to be back in the workface, there are abundance opportunities out there for me to choose from.
I know, wishful thinking...but well...at least I dare to dream about it la!
posted by sengmook @ 3:05:00 PM
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