Tuesday Rant
Am blogging while waiting for my fish porridge to come. It's pouring crazy outside and the colleagues refused to let me go get wet in the rain so they are buying back for me instead. I love these people :) But I'm getting a little hungry already...
Well, noticed that the tummy is starting to bulge a little. So fast leh. Though I can still fit into the regular clothes, it can get abit tight and uncomfy at the waist after meals. That reminds me, I will soon not have a waist anymore! How sad! Was shopping with Hubby Goh last Sunday, checking out some of the maternity clothes. Fwah, they are freaking ugly can? Although it's only wearing for a couple of months before delivery, but I simply can't picture myself wearing those. Over my dead body, that is!
Maybe should drop by Forever 21 at Vivo sometime this week. They have some really sweet babydoll tops and dresses, but always very pricey. Anyway, I haven't been buying a decent piece of clothes for coming to a month, so yeah...itchy hands already..hehe..
Was over the phone with the sista earlier. Suddenly she has a change of view and is contemplating to try for a second one cos' little Megen has been asking for a little didi or meimei to play with. Actually we have been urging her to have another kid all these while, but she's concern about the increased family expenditures and whether she and the hubby can afford to shower the same attention as they did for the first one. I can understand her point of view, cos' afterall parenthood is not easy and alot of commitment is required when you have kids. I also dunno if I will want to go through pregnancy the second time as everything is still a big question mark now. Been thinking alot to myself lately...not sure if I can be a good mother for Junior Goh in future, it's not juz me and Hubby Goh anymore, many of the decisions we make will revolve around the little one and thinking of the impacts and consequences that might occur. It has suddenly become a major life-changing situation now that it gives me the creeps at times. I know we wanted this to happen badly all these while, and now that our dream finally came true, I felt that we are like standing in the middle of a cross junction, thinking and deciding which's the right direction to head to.
Sigh..I dunno...I think it must be the hormones that are driving me nuts to have such confused thoughts...or the hunger pangs that is making me writing nonsense...haha..
Reminder to self => Relax and be a happy mummy to be now!
Motto to self => Eat, sit...Eat Sleep!
Well, noticed that the tummy is starting to bulge a little. So fast leh. Though I can still fit into the regular clothes, it can get abit tight and uncomfy at the waist after meals. That reminds me, I will soon not have a waist anymore! How sad! Was shopping with Hubby Goh last Sunday, checking out some of the maternity clothes. Fwah, they are freaking ugly can? Although it's only wearing for a couple of months before delivery, but I simply can't picture myself wearing those. Over my dead body, that is!
Maybe should drop by Forever 21 at Vivo sometime this week. They have some really sweet babydoll tops and dresses, but always very pricey. Anyway, I haven't been buying a decent piece of clothes for coming to a month, so yeah...itchy hands already..hehe..
Was over the phone with the sista earlier. Suddenly she has a change of view and is contemplating to try for a second one cos' little Megen has been asking for a little didi or meimei to play with. Actually we have been urging her to have another kid all these while, but she's concern about the increased family expenditures and whether she and the hubby can afford to shower the same attention as they did for the first one. I can understand her point of view, cos' afterall parenthood is not easy and alot of commitment is required when you have kids. I also dunno if I will want to go through pregnancy the second time as everything is still a big question mark now. Been thinking alot to myself lately...not sure if I can be a good mother for Junior Goh in future, it's not juz me and Hubby Goh anymore, many of the decisions we make will revolve around the little one and thinking of the impacts and consequences that might occur. It has suddenly become a major life-changing situation now that it gives me the creeps at times. I know we wanted this to happen badly all these while, and now that our dream finally came true, I felt that we are like standing in the middle of a cross junction, thinking and deciding which's the right direction to head to.
Sigh..I dunno...I think it must be the hormones that are driving me nuts to have such confused thoughts...or the hunger pangs that is making me writing nonsense...haha..
Reminder to self => Relax and be a happy mummy to be now!
Motto to self => Eat, sit...Eat Sleep!
posted by sengmook @ 11:57:00 AM
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