Time Is A Factor

Had 2 fruitful discussions with the press today, one local and one in Aussie. I've long wanted to meet/speak to these people but just don't have the time to do so. And I'm happy that I've scheduled the entire morning for them, cos' I see light that they will do some coverage on my upcoming new product next year.

If only I had the luxury of time, I'm confident that I'm able to reach out to more media across AP and create more awareness and exposure for my new products, if not, the company. There are so many projects to juggle at the moment, comms plan for new products, sales kick-off meeting next month, christmas party for the staff, establish rapport with the press, Jan's India roadshow, Feb's Sales Elite Incentive trip, many eDMs to blast...yada yada...*Pant* I can hardly breathe!

Everyone told me to relax, stress is not good for health and of course, baby-making...but well, do I have a choice? Have been reminding myself not to get too stressed up, and even came to a somewhat conclusion that if it's fated that I should not get pregnant, then just let it be, no point to get further stressed up. I'm happy with life right now, no extra commitments, lots of freedom, travel in ease. With a baby on board, life will not be the same, and priorities will have to be changed. Of cos' there's a saying of "Life isn't complete without a kid in the family", but well, I guess for me, life is complete as long as I have a happy marriage and a stable career.

Sigh. So ironical of me...I dunno what's got onto me to have changed my expectations of life out of a sudden. Shit...issit mid-life crisis?