3 More Kg to Go!

I braved myself to the weighing scale earlier on and realised that I have already shed 8 kg since birth and I have 3kg more to get back to my pre-pregnancy weight! Woohoo! Way to go!

So far, I could comfortably wear back my favourite pair of culottes and squeeze into my jeans (but a little tight!). I'm still a little fearful of trying on my old tops cos' my "expanded" boobs might not fit! Aye...

Now having headaches planning the upcoming Baby Shower next Sat. Seems like my MIL wants to invite the whole world to the event, the relatives, her good friends, her SOKA buddies, and the list goes on and on. Kaoz..now our guest list stands at 137, wonder if there will be more as the date draws near? Sigh, I so wanna juz bring the baby away and hide over that weekend and let them party at my place. It's gonna be chaos...I hope the house will still be in one piece after the guests are gone...haha...

Time seems to pass so soon with Baby Garreth on board. Everyday's schedule is filled with pumping milk, feeding him milk, patting him to sleep, playing with him, checking if he pee or poo, napping with him...surf the internet for info (baby's development)....my whole world practically just surrounds him now and nothing else!

Realise that I still get quite edgy at times, esp when things don't go according to my way or I don't get enough rest. Usually Hubby Goh will be the victim and get snapped by me, and I feel really bad but I reckon I couldn't control myself cos' the hormones are doing tricks again. Juz wanna say sorry to Hubby Goh, I promise to be conscious of what I say and will try my best to keep cool all the time.

Know what? I long to step out of the house and be free again...counting down the days...but it also means sleepless nights are gonna start soon when the Confinement lady is gone...oh dear oh dear..