Things Not Looking Too Good

Skipped lunch today to drop by at the hospital to check out Ah Yit.

He is not looking good.

With tubes inserted into his nose, breathing supported by the machine, feeding tube on his left hand, it totally wrenched my heart to see him in this state. Since Sunday he has been unconscious. His right hand is swollen from the feeding needle for the past 3 days and they juz changed it to his left hand this morning. The nurse wrapped both his legs with soft sponge to protect them from abrasions as he couldn't move all these while.

He looked so fray, so helpless. Even his limbs felt cold when I touched. My eyes were moist seeing him...somehow I wish that he could juz go into peaceful sleep and be eased from the pain and suffering now....

The doc said his "machines" have worked for 93 good years and has now disfunctioned. We have to be prepared for the worst and it's juz a matter of time to see him go.

Ah yit..if you are listening, don't hang on anymore, let go..juz let go...to the other side of the rainbow...to the beautiful heaven up there. We will remember you in our hearts as you watch us from above...

*Sob*