Disappointment
2 more days to my 31st birthday, 3 more days to my period.
I have this strong instinct that the baby-making plans this month is yet another failure.
I can feel the PMS syndromes kicking in lately, hungry pangs, craving for food, bloated tummy and what nots. Sigh. So sad.
In fact, I've already told myself that this yr, the greatest birthday gift I wish for is be pregnant and have healthy baby. I don't need Gucci or Coach, juz to be able to conceive like normal gals out there will do. Not something difficult to ask for right?
You know, everyday when I walk on the streets, I do a count of the number of preggies spotted. Min. 3 within a hour ok? Make me so envious of them everytime. Even obese ladies can get pregnant, but why can't I?
Aye. Already told myself to relax and gave myself till end of the yr for baby-making. Let's juz wait and see...
I want a baby! I want a baby!
I have this strong instinct that the baby-making plans this month is yet another failure.
I can feel the PMS syndromes kicking in lately, hungry pangs, craving for food, bloated tummy and what nots. Sigh. So sad.
In fact, I've already told myself that this yr, the greatest birthday gift I wish for is be pregnant and have healthy baby. I don't need Gucci or Coach, juz to be able to conceive like normal gals out there will do. Not something difficult to ask for right?
You know, everyday when I walk on the streets, I do a count of the number of preggies spotted. Min. 3 within a hour ok? Make me so envious of them everytime. Even obese ladies can get pregnant, but why can't I?
Aye. Already told myself to relax and gave myself till end of the yr for baby-making. Let's juz wait and see...
I want a baby! I want a baby!
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